Dear Penelope,

Show off! Yeah, YOU!

I lit a candle yesterday at my spiritual home community to share and celebrate my fun flying on the trapeze, climbing the toughest ropes courses, and balancing through my yoga poses, and you had to show up SO BIG, didn’t you?

Yup! I was shaking the most ever.

Robert said it was the worst he’s ever seen.

Lisa asked if I was off my meds.

Did you like that?

I didn’t like it, but it’s not going to stop me from doing what I want to do.

I felt you trembling my body as I began to consider lighting a candle. I felt your extra energy/current grow throughout my body.

As I lit the candle, you expanded, larger than life as you moved to the right side of my body. I saw, and over 100 people saw you shaking my right hand, making it difficult to light the candle. I stuck with it. I lit it.

As I returned to my seat, it took you quite a while for you to catch your breath and simmer down, huh?

I’m not pissed. I’m not sure why.

I’m simply noticing and sharing.

Looking for the lessons daily,